management though patience

Embrace patience like a passionate hug from you
fingertips stroking it like feathers touching your body

Want it with the same urgency to feel your lips
Experience their softness, taste your sweetness,
Ignite the fire that is laying low waiting to explode

Hand in hand I walk with it
Like it’s you and I on a beach in Jamaica
Providing us heat like the sun rays beaming down
the energy flowing between you and me
Drawing us together slowly like metal to a magnet

The desire in me grows with every conversation
But I grab hold on to patience and use my imagination
the visual I form in my head, is oh so clear
I feel u on my fingers and taste your sweet necture on my tongue
Hearing the moan that escapes from deep down inside,
Makes it seem more real than just my thoughts running wild

Blogging

the blogs felt to me more like an assignment rather than me doing it for fun or actually expressing how i felt about the class assignments and lectures. thinking that i was going to hand this into the professor at the end of the term made me write certain things that sounded nice and educated than my actual brashness and feelings toward certain things that is me. i do think that it does help to learn the material because you do have to reread slides to make sure that you know what you are talking about so that was good within itself. i think the blogs should be kept for next semester. also i think that it didnt really help me to meet other people because i commented on people just for the sake of commenting because it was a part of the assignment. it was a good thing that we could so easily manage 20% our grade by just doing the blogs and it shows who was really listening in class because just managing the blog took a bit of effort because you either forgot or didnt know what to write to other people. nonetheless it is a great part of the class and different from any other class that i have taken in my career as a student...

Dominance, just without the whips and chains and leather boots...for now

alright so we took a test that tells us what kind of a leader that we are and i was dominant with a high influence. i would say that it portrays me very well but i would not change myself to any other type. i would say that i give people a chance to do the things that they want but people dont do things fast enough so i end up taking over whatever task is being given. i kind of dislike it because everyone always comes to me when they have a problem or a question and i dont like to answer other peoples questions all the time. i only do it because i have to. i think that if i had to i could become another type but it would probably be very close, something like an influential person with strong dominance hahaha i think that the test wouldnt help me understand where a person is coming from because if it comes to me having to understand then that means there was a problem and whether or not i understand doesnt matter, the person is going to have to change instead of me accepting who they are. thats like saying a serial killer killed my family but we found out that he has a mental problem...NO! it doesnt excuse what he did just because i know why he was the way he was. i dont think it would help in personal interactions because people have to change the way they do things for certain enviroments but it was cool to know what certain people were....